Monday, July 12, 2010

unfolback.

gw baru balik dari nias hari ini, baru sampe jakarta setelah transit di medan.


idk what to tell about Nias. it's gorgeous. cuma.. ya gitu deh. perkembangannya slow banget.

getaway ke Nias ngasih gw banyak banget waktu buat mikir, dan berhubung indosat sinyalnya abal banget disana, jadi gw mau ga mau lepas dari bb. = lebih banyak waktu buat mikir dan merenung.
ditambah pantai yang aduhai calming banget deh.

soo, i made a decision. tadi gw unfollow 1 orang.
kenapa harus gw ceritain? karena ini bukan sembarang orang.
orang ini yang udah menghiasi blog gw pretty much hampir 1 taun belakangan.

i thought.. i've had enough.
someone said " pain is inevitable, suffering is optional."
well. i've had enough suffering.
he messed around too much with my life lately. and i've had enough.
i'm not going to give him any access to make me suffer more.

i'm controlling my own life. i'm creating my own future.

dan terbukti, setelah gw unfollow, gw lebih tenang. jauh lebih tenang.
mudah2an dengan begini gw bisa let go.

soal nunggu.. urusan nanti lah. sambil jalan aja.
yang penting.. life must go on, no?

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